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Assalamua'laikum semua,

Harini piqah nak kongsi satu puisi but not-so puitis yang piqah tulis. Takda la puitis sangat, sebab dah lama tak berkarya dan ayat2 dalam ni pun ayat cliche. Hiks. Tapi takpa, hampa baca jelah naa. Btw puisi yang ni takda tajuk, sebab taktau nak tuju kat sapa. Mungkin ada la kot seseorang yang terlintas dalam fikiran, tapi piqah rasa tak perlu kot khas untuk orang tu. Sebabnya, banyak sebab. Hahahaha. So, yeah, here you go~

Kau dan aku,
Kita punya halatuju. 

Beri aku sedikit waktu,
Ada sesuatu yang sedang kuburu. 

Walau masa terus berlalu,
Aku masih menunggu. 

Percayalah pada Yang Satu,
Suatu saat kita pasti bertemu.

NS

11.23 p.m.

12 November 2019

Disclaimer: Kalau ada ayat tersama ka apa dgn karya sapa2, I'm so sorry. Tapi secara jujurnya semua ni dari hati. So sapa yang berpunya tu boleh la tuju kat baeeeeeeeeee hampa. Lolz

Dulu blog ni piqah selalu isi dgn karya piqah yang tak seberapa, tapi rasa mcm dah lamaaaa gilaaaaa tak berpuitis. Yelah 6 tahun dok main dgn sains je kan. :P

Doakan piqah terus berkarya, walaupun piqah takmau la nak famous ka tulis buku ka apa, but this one used to be one of my soothing hobbies. :)

Till then,
Purple Pikachu

Unofficially graduate!

Holla everyone,

Actually I don't have much to write, because I'm here just to say hello to my world. Well, I can't believe that I'm back in this lonely world after a loooong time. But yeah, sometimes loneliness and silence might kill us, but actually they don't!

ANDDDDDD just wanna tell you guys that I'm unofficially graduate!! (and officially unemployed or also we called as petani (lemak dan anggur? kahkah)). A biotechnology graduate from IIUM! gituuh *clappppp* Alhamdulillah, with blood, sweat and tears, I survived! But I don't think with blood because I don't play with pisau hahahaha.

Such a sweet memories with my beloved Helixians through these four years together. I started to feel the love in this small family but not so small (what kind of love haa pikachu?) after an unforgettable sad moment in my life (if you know then you know). Started to open my eyes and appreciate everyone because of that incident. I'm still in the healing process although it has been almost two years, so I hope you can pray the best for me :')

But it's okay, Allah gave me lots of great friends (but I called them as my siblings) which have continuously love and support me. If you're reading this (which I know that nobody will visit this abandoned blog), I want to thank you guys sooo much. May Allah bless you. lovelove

So, what's next?

Master or career? I keep telling people that I would love to pursue my study but when I give so much thoughts to this and that, now I'm totally lost. Pursuing study would be good, but there are few circumstances that I need to take into account plus my bank account lolz.

Now I'm taking a break from any job or Master hunting because I really want to heal myself before entering my new phase of life. As people said, "Make peace with your past." Hmm but still, life must goes on right? :)

I really wanna share lots of my sweet moments during my degree life, but maybe later? I'm still have much time though :P

Congratulations, Pikachu! Finally you survived :)

Till then,
pikapika

older means selfish?

As time goes by, as we grow older,

Are we becoming more selfish or self-centered? As we becoming adult, we are focusing too much on our goals that we aimed for, we are prioritizing on our heart and feelings, thus we become more self-centered and heartless I guess? It's hard to find people who love and care about others, people who are willing to sacrifice their time and everything for other people around them.

Some people used self-love as their reason of ignoring others. Is it acceptable?

But for me, let's us spread love towards others. It is okay to love and marry yourself, but it is not okay to love yourself until you hurt others, right?

Till next post,
Pikachu~

Aku redha :)

It has been 5 months. All the tears are already gone. All the pain are already faded. Alhamdulillah. Moga Allah permudah segala jalan ini. Moga Allah kuatkan hati ini. Aku redha, ya Allah. Moga Kau hadirkan aku seorang lelaki yang dapat membuka hatiku kembali, yang dapat membuka dunia ini kembali, di jalan yang halal. Aku redha dengan apa yang terjadi, ya Allah. Moga Allah pelihara hati aku. Hati yang banyak titik-titik hitam, moga disucikan dengan cinta yang sebenar. Aku dah banyak sakit ya Allah. Engkaulah yang menjadi saksi segala kesakitan dan tangisan ini. Aku percaya Allah sangat sayangkan aku, sebab tu Allah buka jalan kehidupan yang baru buat aku. Aku percaya Allah sedang menyiapkan sesuatu yang terbaik buat aku, aku redha :)